Nick&Norah

I watched it tonight. I really wish we could watch it together. Nick reminded me so much of the way you used to treat me. So respectful and kind. So romantic and charming. So sarcastic and hilarious. You were one of a kind. Topnotch boyfriend material. 

I'm still here. Trying hard to stick to what I know I should do. &It's to prove I really want to make our relationship what we both know it has potential to be. It's our season coming up. The weather &the "santa ana winds" are reminding me of you. I miss those nights we'd sit and keep each other warm under one blanket, watching a movie, and drinking hotcoco. I remember instead of just bringing some you brought your whole box ! :] Lifetime supply of coco<3333

You're right though. I am getting something out of getting time away from you. It's more time to myself and to just think about life &get things straightened out. BUT, Absence does make the heart grow fonder. &this deprivation of your presence in my life, is eating me up alive. :[