Dealt

with it and got through it. The day I've been dreading and complaining about for how long is finally done and over with. Turned out to not be so bad after all. The weather is slowly (very slowly) starting to get better. Started off with some shopping with my parents at Santa Anita. Bummmmed it around the house for a couple of hours. Then Vanessa Chavez, a childhood sweetheart of mine, picked me up for a day of adventure. Special thanks for helping keeping my mind occupied. Picked up Candicelove & Mickeydontdolove to go to the Shoppes in Chino Hills only to see the outside of stores and step into the active because it was CLOSING (Sunday hours duh). Thanks Mick, "Outdoor malls close late". We appreciated it much. Hungry people calls for a food run. Picnic & plastic bag games got us laughing for days. Chicken terryucky wasn't so yucky. Miso soup was bomb too. Thank you for smoking love & dontdolove. Found out snapple bottles had more use than containing snapple: ash & alchy. Laker game was a busssst. But like MinnieMouse..I mean Candice said, "With them till the end. If I don't watch them at their worst I don't deserve to watch them at their best." Essa's house to get ready. My oh my have things changed in that house. Considering I haven't been there in like 4years. Knitting Factory was....different. DJ was WEAK. But whatever, mind was occupied and that's all that mattered. Day was a success. Caught up with old friends and met some new. Got through the day and boyyyy am I proud.

RANDOM UPDATES: IndianaJones was alright but didn't meet my expectations. I haven't had school since last Wednesday but will be going back this Wednesday. I have a practical that I haven't started studying for but WILL DO tomorrow morning. Mama bought me an iTOUCHmybody. :) Howwla. Cody finally got his furcut &looks like a wombat. After June6th I'm a "sophomore in college". I made it a goal for me to be employed by summer. June would be our year!<3 Excited for summer &that's bouttt it.

PS. I know I lie when I say I'll post up pics later. But this time I really will due to some special requests of appearance. Hahhh.

Night
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As I promised:

Beauty

love/dontdolove

Blackout

Days seem to be getting better. "Growing up" and trying to not let certain things get to me by simply ignoring it or being more optimistic about situations. Example: Girlfriend > Date. I guess. PS. I Love You is without a doubt not only a tear jerker but a movie with a good moral. Loved it.

Hot Hot Heat. My arms just keep getting darker as the days go by. It's the only thing getting darker actually. If I was crazy enough and my body could handle it, I think I'd even consider wearing long sleeves. PLUS, I've got this ridiculous tan from my bracelets and watch. Time has come for me to buy more shorts, skirts, tanks, and summer dresses. &So, I did my shopping at a sale that only a handful knew about. Maddd legit discounts on tees and tanks I've been waiting for. Thank you to Ryan for accompanying me to ally shop. Laura's a true dime who doesn't let her fame get to her head. Real sweetheart who remembered me from our last encounter<3 . Note to self: keep your cool by carrying around spritzers.

Today: "Student blackout" at CSULA. Traffic going to school was heavier than usual. Got to school around 10:15am, only to find out class was canceled. Perfect time to finish my take-home Sociology midterm that I didn't complete at home. Went to class at 11:30am &my professor just said to turn in the midterm and class is canceled due to the blackout (basically like a walkout). So we all went to join the protest in the heat. Nice people gave out free water. Everyone decided to skip the next class too. I basically gave myself a 7hour break before my BioLab. It was pretty WILD. Protests, liquified JuiceItUp, Qdoba half off Mondays, &dorm chilllin. It was quite lovely. BioLab ended way earlier than usual and traffic wasn't as bad as I had expected.

&What always makes my day that much better is All-you-can-eat Sushi with Ryan. Ooooh how he has trapped me and pulled me into his addiction. Kiku Sushi in Chino Hills. All you can eat sushi for 1hour. Used up every.. single.. minute of that hour. Happy tummies, fsho!

Beautiful skies on the way home &made it in time for finales gallore. Overall, beautiful day. Hoping for this high to remain. Hoping I didn't just jinx myself. Hoping... well.. just hoping for the best.

P.O.H. still going!

upload pictures later.

PS.

These days are never easy.
But it's a good feeling to know
that I got through one..

"i will always love you"

MORP

For some reason,
I still had hope
in you changing
your mind &
saying SURPRISE :[

April Showers

bring May flowers. Where did all the sunny days go? Past few days have been gloomy and cold. I don't know what to wear when I get out of the house anymore. I almost believe the weather is playing tricks on me. When I put on my sweater the sun comes out, when I take it off it's cold as fcuk. Not cool.

Quicccck update. Ryanlyn Moquino, back on track. Skipped the ten months so we celebrated late. Consisted of watching Rules of Attraction solo while he slept. Sushi can always turn a bad day to a perfect day. Catch us at 24 every other day. Homemade smoothies got the best of us. Eleven months is May24. Still wish I could be his prom date no doubt, but being his girlfriend is and always will be a plus. Flea markets are legit; fell in love a couple of times and purchased some summer dresses. LHVintage got some sexy mamas who sweeeaar like my boyfriend is the shit (sometimes<3). He was flattered.

School has got me stresssssin. Biology is kicking my ass with these muscles I have to memorize and my six page paper that I have been procrastinating on for weeks. I wouldn't be able to get through bio without my team though! (Kaycee and Ludwig) Sociology is supposed to be my easy A but for some reason has me working harder than I thought I would have to. History has always been a bust because it's boring as fucccckk. Avoid history when you go to college as long as you can, unless you want to do what I did and just get it over with. Almost like ripping off that band-aid kind of feeling. BUT, as ghetto as csula is, I love the people. Getting closer to them everyday and it's a good feeling. Qdoba monday student deals are legiiiit. Ditching history was definitely worth it. Talking about relationships in different perspectives is always helpful. Got a pleasant surprise from Jeff who came to visit me at school. I love surprises; I live for them. It's one of the best feelings in the world. &It was nice getting one since I haven't experienced one.. in a very long time.

Todayyy, around noon, went to Starbucks to study muscles with Kaycee. Got hooked up with some free pizza, waffle fortune cookie, and long conversations. Studied for about 4 hours, I say we made progress. Met up with Ryan & VRT for Taco Tuesday at Rubio's (didn't eat there though). Lots of familiar faces at the village today &it's always nice seeing people I haven't seen in a while. Especially faces that have become FAMOUS! (Randolph Permejo, Cathy Nguyen, & AJ Rafael) :] haha. Spppoose to go to the gym, but lots to do and the weather got me lazy.

I have a packed night ahead of me. Study for practical, PBL 6pg essay, Sociology observation paper, & my midterm corrections. I have yet to post pictures. THIS WEEK, when my school schedule clears soon.