Love

is the one label that never goes out of style. SATC had me drowning in tears last night. :[ Honestly, you're on my mind every minute of the day. I can't help but wonder if I'm still on yours too. I understand that it's only been a few days, but what if you're just too distracted to even think about missing me ? It scares me to think that you're happier without me. I'll be happy for you, it's just a sad thought to wonder about. Truth is, only reason I'm really trying hard not to talk to or see you is because I really want to prove how much I need/want this. I need you to miss me. &I need you to wish I was next to you. In one of your letters that I read last night, you said "You're the only girl I would drive 25min for everyday just to see you. I enjoy every second of it." I wish you could still say that proudly. I still want to be the one who could make you smile when everything else gets rough. I guess I'll just have to wait it out. I just want to be happy, I think i deserve to be. Whether it's with or without you.. 

i don't even know if you're ever going to read this..