Sparks

The days where you could walk outside without a sweater on at night are coming closer. Yesterday was filled with priceless moments where I wish conditions were a little different. For one, who knew "there was a spark between us" could be so literal. The excitement in your face was beautiful. I felt like a little girl, playing in the playground, FEARLESS, innocent of all the pain in the world, invincible. It was that crush on the boy on the next swing type of feeling. You know, that secret crush you have on the boy that only makes fun of you? That kind. I wish I was a kid again. Even though I have that whole "child at heart", it's still not the same. Felt good swinging as high as I could, until this lightheaded-ness came over me and this sudden fear of falling came too. As a kid, I still wanted to go higher and nothing could stop me. Spinning around was fun though, the dizziness too, because you were there when everything straightened out. This blog is so corny, but what else would it be if that's how I felt last night? And it was a good feeling, a great feeling actually. Because those are the moments that have always meant the most to me. To know that we could still have fun without having to spend money and just appreciate the free things the world has to offer.

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