Knock On Wood

Seriously, I have the worst luck when it comes to jinxing myself. I do believe that every time something good happens, something bad is bound to happen real soon. Yet when something bad does happen, good things just seem so distant. &Right now, I fear that belief of mine. Why? Because recently things in my life have been slowly falling into place and I hate the thought of everything going downhill. I wish I could just let everyone know how great things are going without having that thought about "Did I just jinx myself again?" But here I am taking that risk &letting it be known that I'm happy. My life still has its struggles of course, but I'm happy. I have a boyfriend who loves me &is there to talk to when I feel like I just can't take all the stress anymore and just want to break down. I spend little time at home yet when I AM home, it seems like my relationship with my parents is getting healthier lately. I've been more determined &focused lately and it's going a long way.

Halloween was fun. Lovebug & a NinjaTurtle. Borrowed & made. The weather has been lovely. Aside from the random humidity days, the cold yet sunny weather is amazing. I love the colorful skies &the fluffy clouds. Real life painting is what it is. Got more hours for work this past weekend & unexpectedly got to work with both Kim and Becca. (: That was fun for sure. Volunteer hours are slowly stackinn up. I guess the only constant stressful factor in my life is &always will be.. SCHOOL. Microbio is probably the hardest science class I have ever taken in my life. I've spent countless hours studying for that class and my grades have been average &below average. Disappointing and frustrating. But..I just have to keep on trying & do what I gotta do. And of course.. there's ceramics. Ceramics, ceramics, ceramics.. you have taken up TOO MUCH of my time. My midterm is due on Wednesday. Supposed to be 17inches and I went from 4inches to 14inches in one day. :) PROGRESS.

Payday was delayed. ButSOON the following WILL happen:
-fix my bike or buy a bike
-sell my bike to buy a new bike
-sell winterformal & prom dresses
-shopping for winter season <333333
-buy lens(es)

I love with my life is content like this.
God, please oh please don't let a jinx happen.
Please don't take any of this away. ):
THANKS<3 !